The First Meeting Driving to meet You, i am full of tension... most of it pleasurable. i worry about pleasing You, and hope that You find me attractive. i worry that things will go too far, and that i will get really scared...as in terrified. And i am unbelievably excited... to be meeting You... and to have my first "RT with a partner" experiences with You. i calm myself by remembering my trust in You. W/we have discussed this meeting, and You have brought other newbies through their first experiences... You know how far to go. i arrive at our rendezvous. It is a friend's winter cabin, they are away and You are taking care of it for them. i am the first to arrive. So i get out of my car and walk around the cabin... noting with both fear and approval that it is hidden from any other dwelling. So that no one else will hear my cries. i know that You would love a proper kneel immediately upon Your arrival... but that You will not expect a fully naked one due to the snow on the ground. i pull a wool blanket out of the car and place it on the path up to the cabin from the drive for me to kneel on, and make a few other preparations, very glad that it is not a snowy winter's day. i carry my bags from my car to the cabin and sit on the porch steps to wait. Within a few minutes i hear a car engine coming up the driveway. i watch a car pulling up and walk over to where i had previously placed the blanket. The person in the car waves at me, and i wave back, but i am still not certain that it is You. When You get out of the car and i recognise You from Your pictures... i slide my coat back off my shoulders and kneel for You... completely naked. my skin is rising into goose bumps from both the cold and my daring. my daring at doing this for real for the first time... naked and giving myself to a Man i know very well VT, but have never before met RT. my knees are parted and the smooth creamy skin of my shaved mound is fully exposed. my arms are behind my back and my breasts are thrust forwards. my rosy areoles are so pink against my white skin, and they are are puckered and erect. my head is bowed down and my eyes are downcast, so i cannot see Your face as Your steps crunch crunch though the snow towards me. i am shaking with both fear and cold. You pause in front of me and say nothing for the longest time. Then Your steps crunch crunch through the snow again as You walk around me. Suddenly i feel my coat being draped over my shoulders from behind, and You walk in front of me and pull it closed around me. You say to me, "you may rise My dear, and that was a lovely sight to greet Me with. i am pleased with you already cynthia, My pet" "Thank You Master" i say as i rise to my feet. You place Your hand under my chin and tip my head up. "look at Me pet.. i want to see those eyes". "Yes Master", i lift my baby blue eyes and look deeply into Your dark brown ones, almost swooning at the strength and care i see there. You notice me shivering and say "Enough...let U/us go inside and get acquainted in the warmth... I can't have you catching a cold". i nod meekly saying "yes Master", feeling subdued and nervous, yet exhilarated. "Can i carry Your bags Master?". "No pet.. Here is the key, you run up and open the door for U/us". "Yes Master" i say as i run to obey...deftly scooping the blanket up off the path on my way by. i unlock the door and hold it open for You, then pick up my bags and follow You in. My jaw drops as i look around the cabin. "Wow Master this is gorgeous...and it has such an unprepossessing exterior too". You laugh at me and say "My pet that is on purpose, no need to advertise for the thieves now is there. Now remove your coat and hang it on the hook, and remove your boots and place them on the mat there by the door. Unless i instruct you otherwise you will be naked for My pleasure for O/our entire time together. Do you understand?" "Yes Master" i reply meekly, dropping my eyes. "Now quickly carry My bags and then your bags up the stairs to the loft. It is where I will be sleeping, and you too if you deserve it. Then come back and kneel before Me. And make sure it is a proper kneel." "Yes Master" i answer as i scurry to obey. i swiftly carry your bags up the shallow stairs, then rush down to get mine and carry them up as well. i do not even pause to look at the loft, although from the corner of my eye i notice a huge four poster bed. i come running back down the stairs and over to you, stopping and dropping to my knees. my knees are shoulder width apart with my feet together behind me and tucked in. my hips and bum are raised off of my legs so that my body is perpendicular to the ground. my arms are behind my back so that my pelvis and breasts are thrust forwards. my back is straight and my shoulders are back. my head is bowed submissively down and my eyes are cast downwards also. my lips curve into a soft smile as i say "done Master". "Good girl" You say. "Now stay there for a while. Don't talk. Don't move. Not until I say you may. Understand?". "Yes Master" i reply. Your finger trails along my cheek and then i hear You walk away. i listen carefully, trying to determine what You are doing, then i realize. You are building a fire! After about ten minutes my knees are getting quite sore on the hard wood floor, but i have been practising and do not move. i can hear the fire crackling, but no sounds of movement from You. i am wildly curious about what You are doing, but restrain my urge to peek over my shoulder at You. After another approximately 5 minutes You say to me "My dear I want you to remain on you knees and turn around to face Me, I want you to raise Your head and look at Me as you do so." "Yes Master" i answer as i turn. i see that You are sitting on a large couch that is across from the fire and are looking at me. i am so glad i did not give in and peek at You. "I want you to crawl to Me my dear, keep your head up, look Me in the eyes, and crawl to Me." "Yes Master". i crawl over to You, as sexily as i can, swaying my ass with each movement of my knees, my soft breasts jiggling, until i am in front of You where i resume my kneeling position. You reach out a hand and caress my cheek, drifting a finger down to lightly flick my nipple, then pinch it. "My dear, W/we have spoken about the difference between punishment and pain for pleasure haven't W/we. I do not enjoy punishing you, I do it to train you to be better. But there are times when your pain is for My pleasure, when it is your gift to Me. Do you understand?" "Yes Master" i say. "Good" You answer. "My dear I am very pleased with you today, you are doing very well. So I want to be sure you understand that this is not punishment. I am going to spank you because you are Mine. You have given over yourself to Me, to My care, and I chose to please Myself by spanking you. You will kick, cry and struggle, and I want you to do these things. Do not try to hold it in, You do not know how yet. You're suffering is your gift to Me. So let it out freely. Now bring your arms forwards, place your wrists together, and hold them out to me." "Yes Master", i obey and You bind my wrists together, then instruct me to lay over Your lap. "Yes Master", i rise to my feet then stretch out over Your lap. My skin feels hypersensitive as my nipples and stomach rub against the material of Your pants. My heart is beating faster in fear and excitement, for this is what i want too, to be Yours to use as You will. You rub Your hands softly over my back, my ass, and my thighs. i know that the heat of the fire on my side will soon be exceeded by the internal heat rising from my ass. Suddenly *smack*. i am not at all ready for it and a gasp escapes my lips. *smack* *smack* *smack* *smack*. You continue to lightly slap my ass, warming it up. my skin ripples with the blows, my cheeks turning a nice shade of pink. i am breathing faster, not quite at the point of tears, but close. You pause and say " how are you doing My dear? Enjoying this?". "Yes Master, i'm ok" i reply in a shaking voice. "Good because W/we have barely started" You chuckle. You increase the tempo of Your light slaps, raining them down faster and faster on my ass, my legs are jerking convulsively as You do this. i am gasping with each blow. Then You increase the strength of Your slaps. *Smack* *Smack* *Smack* *Smack* *Smack* and on and on. i am kicking now, and letting out strangled cries with each strike of Your hand on my flesh. my tears are pouring down my cheeks. Each blow rubs my body across Your lap and my nipples are hard and erect as they brush against the material of Your pants. You stop for a moment, and i can hear You drinking something. My body is limp across your lap as i raise my bound wrists to wipe my eyes. Then You place the cool glass of your drink on my heated ass, causing me to almost levitate off of Your lap in shock. You laugh and say "Still doing alright My dear?". "Yes Master" i choke out. "Very good" You answer. "I am enjoying Myself, and your ass is a lovely shade of red now." You stroke Your hand softly across my ass. my skin is so sensitive it seems like i can feel each of the lines in Your hand separately. Then *SMACK* with a harder blow then any before. i let out a strangled scream and tense all my muscles in shock. *SMACK* *SMACK* *SMACK* *SMACK* You continue, increasing the tempo but maintaining the level of intensity of Your strikes. i kick and struggle, mindlessly trying to get away, Your arm across my back preventing me from going anywhere. i am sobbing and crying loudly, my tears pouring down my face, wetting my hair. Each one of Your blows is grinding my pussy against Your leg, adding the pleasure of that to the mix of the pain in my ass. Each spank sends pain radiating up my back and down my thighs. i cannot escape it. i give up trying and lie limp across Your lap... swallowing my tears, sobbing, crying hard. You cease Your blows and hold me softly, blowing cool air across my ass. "There there My sweet. That was lovely. You have pleased me well.". You lift me up and turn me around so I am cradled in Your arms. i try to hold my ass off Your legs but you press me down firmly, then wipe my eyes with Your fingers. "Now Who was that pain for?" You ask. "For You Master" i choke out the words, my throat still closed by my crying. "And Who do you belong to?". "To You Master for now and forever" i reply, having capitulated utterly. "my heart, my mind, my body and my soul are Yours to use as You will". "Very very good My dear, now relax" You say. You hold me close against You, stroking my skin softly, pressing my head down against Your shoulder. And i fall asleep in Your arms feeling warm, safe, protected, and most of all owned.